This pain i feel... my heart really hurts... it is just so painful i just can't describe..
Just quarreled with my mum about certain viewpoints.. so bloody pissed..
she can't understand why i do certain things and starts assuming things...
the WRONG way.. its really painful... i really don't know how to care anymore..
I just want to hold you close... but don't know how... it hurts so much..
these pass few days i've been thinking alot and through today..
after this painful quarrel... huge misunderstandings have occured..
really don't know wat to do... how to show my love and care...
i just want to be by ur side.. but am afraid so much that u'll hate me for it..
i really want to know how u actually feel but ur just hiding it away..
i really can't tell.. this dispair.. this pain... i really hate it..
im still waiting for you... cause for the fact of all it is...
I Love You.. And that will never ever change..
