Should i become the loner whom i once was?
Maybe i am just not cut out to be loved by anyone
Or even to love someone.
So many times i wish that you would be by my side
Sharing the feelings i have for you
Allowing me to remove all the pain,
All the resentment and sadness that you have..
Maybe i should have just stayed on in Singapore
living the life of a loner.
always being alone.
Choices are becoming more and more clear.
Maybe its been decided for me that i should go.
Leave all the pain and sadness behind
Start life afresh elsewhere
Where no one knows me.
Change myself so much that
No one would recognize me anymore
Living without a care in the world?
Seems like a very nice option to go for..
~ thinking of you ~ at 12:44 AM
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
I'm Only Human Just Like You..
I've got feelings and emotions too..
I'm also human.. I can feel the pain..
the burn.. it really hurts..
but just because it is you..
i will and can endure it all...
no matter what happens..
i will always be there for you..
holding you tight when you are cold..
caring for you when u feel down..
being there for you when u need someone..
being there to catch you when u fall..
and most importantly loving you..
with all my heart and soul...
there is nothing i cannot overcome..
just because you are there...
~ thinking of you ~ at 1:07 AM
I Want It That Way
You are my fire
The one desire
Believe when I say
I want it that way
But we are two worlds apart
Can't reach to your heart
When you say
That I want it that way
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way
Am I your fire
Your one desire
Yes I know it's too late
But I want it that way
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way
Now I can see that we're falling apart
From the way that it used to be, yeah
No matter the distance
I want you to know
That deep down inside of me...
You are my fire
The one desire
You are
You are, you are, you are
Don't wanna hear you say
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Ain't nothin' but a mistake
(Don't wanna hear you say)
I never wanna hear you say
I want it that way
Tell me why
Ain't nothin' but a heartache
Tell me why
Ain't nothin but a mistake
Tell me why
I never wanna hear you say
(Don't wanna hear you say it)
I want it that way
I want it that way
A Old Classic song by the Backstreet Boys.. very nice.. haha
~ thinking of you ~ at 12:51 AM
Life's Ups And Downs..
Recently, i've been feeling rather down.. then today went to drink with my bro james farn hahah.. thanks alot man=).. had rather much to drink.. felt alil better after everything..
Leaving for beijing tmr haha.. freedom from some of the problems i have on hand., finally..
What should i do..should i stay should i go.. should i disappear.. i dunno... argh.... been thinking alot recently.. trying to decide what i should do.. haiz..
~ thinking of you ~ at 1:30 AM
ARGH...
FUCKING LORRY. WHY DID U HAVE TO RELEASE UR BRAKE AND MOVE SLIGHTLY BACK.. GAHHHHHHH!!! FUCK U!! FUCK U!! MAKE ME FAIL MY TEST... GAHHHHH!!!
what stupid luck meeting such a fucked up driver on my driving test day zz...
recently my maid who was as close as a mum to me(taking care of me all my life) went back.. cause she wasnt feeling so good. then went for checkups and had to go for a operation... i hope she will get better soon..
omg... performance coming le.. omg... its on monday!! omg omg omg..... im excited.. yet scared.. afraid of screwing everything up.. arghhhh... hope i will do well...ahhh
next week got presentation.. omg... powerpoint not started zzz aaaaaa... everything not readyy how to present omg....
so tired so tired.. cant wait to go to beijing and run away from everything in singapore... weeeeeeeeeeeeeee
~ thinking of you ~ at 2:02 PM
